..... and he just moved on (part 4)

Life had become unfair for Aayesha, where as sameer was at the niche of life.
There was a point where Aayesha could sense invulnerability within sameer.
She started feeling something is wrong!
But fear of losing everything, made her mind mute!

Aayesha, now have started Nagging Sameer. Ya, using Girly weapons!
"Baby, tum bhul toh nahi jaoge mujhe! USA mai toh, bohot sari ladkiya tumhe mil jayegi. Shaadi kab karni hai hame. mere Mom dad ko batana hai mujhe, bata du!!!"

Sameer on other hand was living in other world.  He never spoke a word when it came to this situation. Either he would change the topic or would say, "Yaar, babe present mai ji. Future ka badd mai dekhe ge. Khush hai na tu mere saath abhi. mai bhi khush hu tere saath. Agge ka Age dekhnge. Abhi se socche ke ye period bhi kharab mat kar"

On this, Aayesha would feel as if she is being too emotional or Sameer is being too practical.
Routine was going as usual, but there was change of behaviour.
In both, sameer's as well as Aayesha.
It seemed both are hiding something from each other!
Sameer had to go to his hometown, to complete the formalities of admissions.
Aayesha always doubted he won't return, once he is gone!
Sameer's silence was killing her inside.
Only thing, Aayesha wanted to hear was sameer loves aayesha! Was it too much to expect from her part???

Moving out to new country,  leaving your loved once behind; is a big deal! You should make sure, your loved ones know how much you care about them!

Aayesha, was feeling ignored by Sameer, but it wasn't Sameer's fault either,  he was so busy with formalities,  he couldn't give time to his love!

Because of ignorance of Sameer, Aayesha made contact with her Ex boyfriend, who was already waiting for her move!!
Aayesha, wanted to share this matter with someone else!
and off course,  who understands better than your ex boyfriend!!!

It was time, where everything looked like Sameer's fault.
Being silent isn't the solution,  man up and speak what you wanna say, was the reply.

Aayesha, obviously felt, someone actually understand her feelings.
There would come one point, where both have to think about the progress of relationship. With no progress, there is no relationship,  it would just become formality.

One night, Aayesha was reading novel, covered herself in blanket. Sameer hugging her and sleeping beside her.

All of sudden, She looked around.  Sameer was sound asleep. She bend down to kiss his forehead. Her hair came over sameer's face. Tickling, made Sameer smile in sleep. Aayesha sat there starring at him, and realising herself its time to say something!

In low voice, "Sameer Malhotra, I love you so much. And I want you to do the same sometime. Why don't you say something!!?? You don't love me anymore! Is that a case??? You stopped saying love you to me. You don't give me roses anymore. When you first started giving roses to me;  I had realised, all I ever wanted were the roses!
But now, you don't even appreciate anything of mine. Am I turning bad for you.!? How do I keep impressing you every time!? Say something sameer, I am not feeling good about this anymore!!!"
and she went silent! Turned her head around in despair as she knew he won't answer her!

A week later, it was formal time to apply for visa and other technical requirements. Ayesha knew, she need to move out of flat, otherwise it would turn ugly when he actually leave for USA.
But she had no idea what lied infront of her!!
She was crying in agony,  which is the worst feeling, but she was suppose to get a bigger surprise.
How would she handle????
Depend upon her!
Happy!
Excited!
Dead!
Was sameer planning for a big step in their relationship??
Why was he so silent!!??

Time will answer it....
I hope soon!

..... and he just moved on (part 3)

It was a Sunday Morning!
Aayesha was up early than usual, while sameer was fast asleep next to her!
Aayesha kept herself busy with red nail paint, then the devil ran in her head.... She started applying nail paint on sameer's foot nails, without him letting it know!
Phone starts ringing!!!
"My sleepy baby, its Arun calling you!! pick up the phone" Aayesha with all lovely kisses on his cheeks.
Sameer, "Please pick up the phone and see what he has to say"
"No, he doesn't like when I answer your phone. Your possessive friend!" said Aayesha patting legs out of the bed.
Sameer, Half sleep, Half awake, "Ha bol bhai! Aaj subha subha yaad kaise kiya"
And then all of the sudden Sameer was on bed, dancing in full swing.
"Thank you bhai thank you so much. Chal tere babhi ko bata du, nahi toh khaana nahi degi aaj voh!"
Jumping out of the bed, as if he had all powers of superman he screamed, "Aayesha, my darling, my love... where are you?"
"I am in washroom samy!" Aayesha too screamed at same level from inside.
"Let me in, I wanna tell you something" Sameer couldn't hide his excitement.
"Propose kar rahe ho kya, washroom isn't good place!!!" Aayesha the sarcastic girl.
Sameer ignoring her words, "Come on babe, choti socche mat rakh... bada soche babe bada!!" Sameer dancing around washroom door.

Sound of door unlocked!!
Aayesha making adjustment with her pajama! Sameer just pull her out and took her round round round, screaming, "I am going America, America, America!"

Before Aayesha could understand what exactly Sameer is saying, her mind went silent. She couldn't hear anything, but could only see Sameer's enlightened face, Its been while she had seen Sameer so delighted. Somehow, she just kept staring at him, because happy samy made her happy. The cute little nose had turn red now, thanks to his pretty skin. His sleepy eyes, are no more sleepy, she could see river of dreams flowing within. She wanted this samy to be there forvever and ever. She was falling in love with him again. Her heart was screaming inside, "Marry me samy, please samy. I love you more than anything else. Marry me!! Don't go anywhere else. Be with me forever"
But coming to the real situation Yes, Sameer was indeed leaving India, for how long God knows! He had been selected in international firm of software company,  who had promised him opportunity for studying abroad under their sponsorship. What else he wanted! and guess what!
Aayesha too wanted the same, didn't she???

But why was she not feeling good about the news?
Why she went completely blind?
Was she jealous of he being placed early than her???
or
was something else annoying her???
or
was this just insecurity???
Only Aayesha could answer them.....
Sameer was into his new life story while, Aayesha was held back with her story of love...
who is going to win, time will tell!!!!

..... and he just moved on! (part 2)

Ayesha, was never been so happy before. Sameer’s love had shown her, she deserves to be loved. Sameer’s company had given her feeling of being secure! Sameer’s naughtiness has just started pondering out from his innocent face! And she loved every bit of it. Sameer, being shy, hardly had any gal friends. His gal friend was, his cousin sisters! Most amazing thing about sameer was his chivalrousness. Ayesha, would make him fill his emptiness. Ayesha’s caring nature, her excitement, while telling about his fanaticizes made him feel lucky about himself! Her, eyes would show depth of love he was searching forever! Phone ringing!! Ayesha, “It’s from home!!Shuuuu don’t talk….” Ayesha, “Yes, amma!” and she then continued in her mother tongue, which sameer had no idea about! Sameer was very anxious learner of the language. He would cautiously hear the words and try to use in their conversation. “Enikku manassilayilla” sameer every time, when Ayesha would start talking in Malayalam whenever nervous or sad!! This meant “I don’t understand!!!” He was trying to learn new word “kantathil santhosham” ….pleased to meet you! Ayesha would smile whenever he would make use of some word, and the Punjabi accent saying Malayalam language!! That was the sweetest thing she ever heard! Ayesha would get up in morning, would make breakfast for both of them. Sameer mean while would hit gym. Together they would do breakfast. Then Ayesha would leave for office. After office, they together would meet at GRE classes. After classes they together would make dinner, sameer helping Ayesha with onions, tomato, etc. Once he insisted of making atta for rotis, even when Ayesha was not allowing him. Sameer, “see, I will make the best atta. Trust me!!” Ayesha, “achha! Best atta!! Now I want atta made by you!!” As soon as sameer started making dough, no sooner did his face started taking toll!! “Baby!! I made atta! Checkout!” said sameer showing his hands with half atta half flour!! Ayesha couldn’t control her laughter, said, “Yummy!! Baccha.. Why don’t I click your picture and show it to your mom! She would thank me to teaching you this stuff!!!!” Innocent sameer, “Ya! She would get shocked; she would never believe if I told her that I am working in a kitchen!!!” Then realizing, Ayesha’s sarcastic comment, both started laughing! They were so used to each other’s company, they hardly went out to meet other mutual friends of them! They would go movies together, shopping together! Everything together. They just had forgotten there is a world out, beyond them! By now, roses were getting lesser in number and small issues were increasing! Sameer, was typical Punjabi Brahmin, who was devotee of God. He had his own rules and regulations about taking bath or time of bath or eating after bath, etc. On the other hand, Ayesha, an Atheist, would literally crave for food after bath, but couldn’t take any since, it was rule not to eat before praying God!! Sameer never forced Ayesha to start praying! Nor did Ayesha thought of praying! But the rules made that obvious! Sameer, was stringent about spending money. Even when, they were hungry and tired, he would insist on making something at home! This made Ayesha annoyed! Ayesha was not the spender, but insisted on living life not just by saving but by enjoying! Ayesha, on other hand, was annoying during her chumps! But Sameer like a Gentlemen, would make her hot soup, do her head massage, make her laugh, watch her favorite Malayalam movie. They seemed perfect for each other. One would complete with other one’s incompleteness! Ayesha, was a tom boy! She, always disliked being in company of girls! Old same gossip, meaningless giggle and attitude without a spark! Was her reason, for why she loves Boys Company instead of girls! And every boy, loved her attitude! The way of keeping her updated with knowledge! Her cherished smile, had made many guys fall for her! She was perfect example of Beauty with Brain! Sameer was lucky enough to win her heart! And carve his name over her heart! But, he was getting annoyed  by now, because of her being busy sometime, for her guy friends! Who actually had feelings for her. She chose to talk with them rather leaving the conversations. That made sameer little upset, which he tried to hide. He didn’t want Ayesha feel that he is being possessive! Ayesha’s over friendly nature and Sameer’s introvert nature, was bringing a huge hiatus in their story!

......and he just moved on!! (part 1)

Ayesha just opened her eyes. Bright sunlight has been started playing near her long locks. Tugged in the blanket, her sleepy eyes were searching for someone. And then her pink lips gave the colorful curve. Sliding away the blanket she tapped on the other side of her bed. Looking at response, she made herself comfortable, as he lean on her. They touched each other’s luscious lips. She slides her hand over his bare shoulder, he had just started working out, it seemed. He, however was looking for something around her neck. “Baby, are you okay with so called love mark??” he asked with his cheeky smile. “Oh… really! My baccha gave me hacek!!” she said casually without any idea of the situation! Then he picked her up from bed, slides through the chairs towards the mirror. She seemed heavy, but he couldn’t complain, as the adoring stare she gave him was much heavier. “Oh My God!! Are you serious!!” She Shouted. Jumping out of his hands, she started checking out her marks! “This is not done, how am I suppose to go to office today! Not like this!!” She exclaimed. Laughing at her and making pout face, he said “You were the one, who said yes baby on neck!! You should have stopped me then and there only” This made her little embarrassed, but more angry! She started chasing him, throwing whatever she could get towards him! He catches her up, holds her tight towards him, holding her hand behind. She had no scope of moving. And then their lips met again. This was routine of Ayesha and Sameer. Every day, very second, they could never let go each other’s company! They seemed to be in love, madly and deeply. Ayesha, a Mallu, a computer engineer, whitish, tall and sexy. She was doing internship at a software consultant but was really interested in doing MS. She came to Delhi, 8 months ago. Along with her job she had joined classes for GRE. Delhi was her home for now. She couldn’t go along Delhi’s environment sometime, but now she was in love with Delhi. She would go to metro station nearby, and travel back and forth till she had completed her 176 minutes! She enjoyed her own company, though she had lot of friends. She was gregarious. People love to talk with her. Her friends, though had no idea about her mind state. They always thought she is the happiest person on earth. But that is the story of life. Grass is Greener on the other side. Sameer, a Punjabi, a software engineer, 5’6’, fair. He was classmate of Ayesha. He was a silent guy. Momma’s boy. He was great fan of Ayesha’s smile. Being shy, he could never approach her. Only few looks would make his day. He struggled everyday to talk with her. But his Friend’s encouraged him. And he approached her through facebook. And rest is history now…. They couldn’t live without each other, so they started looking for place to stay together. They found one. 1 bhk, rent 10000/- and no interference from anyone, and that is all they wanted. Now they were together for 24 hours. They couldn’t hide the excitement of living together. For now, it meant world to them. Sameer, while returning back from office, would bring rose everyday for Ayesha. Every single day, this brought Ayesha, feeling of being loved. She had collected all flowers from her first date till now. Why? She said, “They will remind me, how my life I want to be in!!!” Ayesha, on other hand, would make his favorite food, Aallu ki sabji. She would pour all her love and energy, just to make him feel satisfied, even when aallu wasn’t her favorite. Sameer, being diet vigilant, would eat the food, just to make her smile. They never wonder about the future. They were just in love at that right moment. Sameer, as well as Ayesha had past. But it seemed it never actually hold back their love towards each other. They would make each other’s company heaven. They never found interest in anyone’s story when their own story was been written so vast!

Girls!

This to those whom I love alot. we are as simple as complex boys think about us. and I am so glad few of us are too lucky to get a company of awesome girls.
sometime going to club with our girls is much awesome than going out with boy!!!
girls night out is something everyone needs!!!
so for those girls who have made my life much heavenly as well as much hell.... you are the one...

How cutie pie are they, from mom’s womb to the birth date;

Their first doll, to their latest male friend;

Their first sandal, to their latest gladiator;

They all are sarcastic for every girly thing!!!!

How awesomely blossomy beautiful are they, from teenage to old age;

Their first nail paint, to their latest anklet;

Their first one piece, to their latest blazer;

They all are crazy for their own looks!!!!

How idiotic, pathetic they are sometime, from the fight with mom to the cutest hug to siblings;

Their first face pack, to their latest hair cut;

Their first date, to their latest break up;

They all are awesome when their time comes!!!!!

How mad are they, from the younger crush to the best friend’s boy friend;

Their first abuse, to their latest slap;

Their regular gossip, to their latest poem;

They all are gorgeous, when their boy has them!!!!

How caring, understanding they are, from making someone cry to stopping someone from crying;

Their first bitchy act, to their latest passion;

Their first bad mood, to their latest taste to the rum;

They all are Gods wonderful work, when they are really into themselves!!!!

- Sphurti sawant :)